Tag: Demonic Healing

Frequencies?? Crystals? Music?

June 2nd, 2025

This is part of a response I shared with someone regarding a question they had about frequencies and vibrations. (I have since edited some of it).

I hope you and your family are doing well. ❤️

I completely understand you feeling like you are walking on a fine line. I have felt that very same way before and in regards to frequencies/vibrations I haven’t gotten to spend as much time looking into or studying this compared to other topics but I can share what I have learned.

What I can say with something like frequencies especially when there are some circumstance that may not at initial glance seem to be as clear of a line drawn between what is right and wrong, what helps me if I am unsure is to pray and go into Gods Word and even if I don’t get an answer right away or I don’t understand what is correct right away, as I continue to do pray, read His Word and get closer to Him, He always helps me to grow in discernment, understanding, wisdom, etc..but until I do know and have the clarity I was praying for, I stay away just to be safe if I am hesitant or unsure.

Take the music example you brought up, there are studies that prove there are positive effects of classical music on plants and negative effects of rock n roll on a plants growth and also there are proven positive effects for someone’s health when listening to gospel music..just the same, think about the effects positive encouraging words vs negative hateful words can have on a person (Proverbs 16:24 KJV, “Pleasant words are as an honeycomb, sweet to the soul, and health to the bones.”) these could all be considered forms of “frequencies.”

It was God’s intended purpose to use music to bless us and others and to praise God. We even have an example in the Bible of the positive blessing heavenly music can be for someone:

“And it came to pass, when the evil spirit from God was upon Saul, that David took an harp, and played with his hand: so Saul was refreshed, and was well, and the evil spirit departed from him.” (1 Samuel 16:23 KJV)

I can personally attest to how listening and/or singing hymn’s, scripture songs, gospel music has been just the encouragement I have needed time and time again. It has been something God has used and often does use to bring me refreshment, encouragement, etc

Now on the contrary, Satan was made with instruments in him. (Ezekiel 28:13-19) He used to be an heavenly angel named Lucifer that played beautiful music but when he was cast down to earth due to his disobedience and unwillingness to repent, he created demonic forms of music like hard rock, metal, rap, and other intense drum filled music. For Satan knows the power of music and what it can do to people positively(heavenly music) or negatively. Most music today can be the very cause of evil spirits to attach or come into people and most especially cause people to be more upset, agitated, vexed, aggressive, etc.

These could be considered frequencies but we need to be watchful as to where the line gets crossed. What do I mean? God doesn’t give us instruction to sing in psalms and praise God because they carry or have good frequencies, we miss the point if we are simply wanting to do those things because they have good frequencies. The same people that would want to listen to gospel music because of the good frequencies, also will want to do eastern meditation because that too is said to be a way of reaching certain “healing” frequencies, when eastern mediation is unbiblical, demonic, and is an open door to let Satan and his demons come into your life. 😢 (What about meditation?)

Everything has frequencies and anything can become an idol. (Exodus 20:3-6) We want to read the Bible, pray and listen to heavenly music not simply because it has good frequencies but rather because we love God and we want to be in His presence, learn of Him and praise Him. God knows what is best and that it’s through prayer, reading/studying His Word and singing/playing edifying encouraging Christian music that we receive the spiritual nourishment and all that we need on this side of eternity to help us endure and prepare for an eternity with Him forever!

Colossians 3:16 KJV, “Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom; teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord.”

2 Timothy 3:15-16 KJV, “And that from a child thou hast known the holy scriptures, which are able to make thee wise unto salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus. (16) All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness:”

Isaiah 55:1-3 KJV, “Ho, every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters, and he that hath no money; come ye, buy, and eat; yea, come, buy wine and milk without money and without price. (2) Wherefore do ye spend money for that which is not bread? and your labour for that which satisfieth not? hearken diligently unto me, and eat ye that which is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness. (3) Incline your ear, and come unto me: hear, and your soul shall live; and I will make an everlasting covenant with you, even the sure mercies of David.”

John 1:1,14 KJV, “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. (14) And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.”

For the Word of God (the Bible) is Jesus’ (God’s) character written in human language, and Jesus was that Word that lived in human form when He was upon this earth.

We also can come to know by what God’s Word says and our own personal experiences, the negative effects other music, entertainment (video games, tv, movies), fiction novels, etc can have on us.

Here is another example, some have been taught to believe that certain rocks or crystals have certain frequencies that can bring physical, mental or emotional healing. Yes, rocks and crystals as with everything has energy and frequencies but does that mean it’s a source or way God says we should seek to receive true healing of any kind? No, these crystals or rocks in this case, are idols (even if someone doesn’t bow down to them). As there is no true healing in any stone, rock or idol. Only the One who made these stones can bring us the true healing we need. ❤️

2 Kings 19:18 KJV, “And have cast their gods into the fire: for they were no gods, but the work of men’s hands, wood and stone: therefore they have destroyed them.”

Daniel 5:23 KJV, “But hast lifted up thyself against the Lord of heaven; and they have brought the vessels of his house before thee, and thou, and thy lords, thy wives, and thy concubines, have drunk wine in them; and thou hast praised the gods of silver, and gold, of brass, iron, wood, and stone, which see not, nor hear, nor know: and the God in whose hand thy breath is, and whose are all thy ways, hast thou not glorified:”

Deuteronomy 4:28-31 KJV, “And there ye shall serve gods, the work of men’s hands, wood and stone, which neither see, nor hear, nor eat, nor smell. (29) But if from thence thou shalt seek the Lord thy God, thou shalt find him , if thou seek him with all thy heart and with all thy soul. (30) When thou art in tribulation, and all these things are come upon thee, even in the latter days, if thou turn to the Lord thy God, and shalt be obedient unto his voice; (31) (For the Lord thy God is a merciful God;) he will not forsake thee, neither destroy thee, nor forget the covenant of thy fathers which he sware unto them.”

There are many examples where frequencies or vibrations may be used and when it’s hard to discern, along with prayer and studying God’s Word, also do some research of how it works, get some background information and if it’s something you are unsure of, stay away from it just to be safe until you for sure know it’s something the Lord would approve or disapprove of.

Take EMS devices for example, they use electric pulses through pads placed on the skin near muscles to be stimulated. This would be an example of something God would be okay with us using. 😊

I hope and pray this was of help to you. Please don’t hesitate to reach out if there is anything else or any other way I can be of help, and I will do my best to answer or look into if I don’t know the answer. ❤️

God bless! Much love in Christ,
Hannah 😊
Is Muscle Testing Biblical? Aka Applied Kinesiology

March 27th, 2022

(Please note that muscle testing or applied Kinesiology is not the same as kinesiology, which is the study of the anatomy, physiology, and the mechanics of body movement, especially in humans.)

“And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.” (2 Corinthians 11:14)

Table of Contents:

What is muscle testing?

What does the Bible say?

If muscle testing is demonic, how is it that many seem to receive healing using it?

What is divination?

-What does the Bible say about divination?

Instant gratification

Back to the Garden of Eden

Now, where are these answers coming from!?

What is muscle testing?

One source I found explains muscle testing as: “Muscle testing, also known as applied kinesiology, is a practice that allows one to tap into the subconscious mind to retrieve information about the body. It can be practiced on another or on oneself. The idea is that the subconscious mind knows everything there is to know about the body at all times, this includes the history of the body. As such, it can be accessed and asked questions to get a glimpse into the body, helping us see what might be contributing to conditions or symptoms. It can also help us get an idea about supportive foods, supplements, and contributing factors for symptoms. It can even help us uncover trapped emotions which can lead to physical symptoms.” Source

Another source says, “Muscle testing is a simple procedure with potentially complex implications. Like acupuncture, it is a derivative of Chinese medicine, and therefore ties into a belief that the body is governed by a network of meridians that convey energy. Despite its recent rise in popularity, muscle testing is not new, having first been introduced into western culture in the early 20th century. It is related to, and is also known as, applied kinesiology which is generally said to have been developed by chiropractor, George Goodheart in the 1960s…Originally, Goodheart combined the existing chiropractic and medical techniques of muscle testing with the concepts he learned from studying Chinese medicine. This brought him to the conclusion that every muscle in the body works in concert with a complementary muscle. Problems arise when this relationship becomes imbalanced, a condition he thought to be related to the improper flow of energy.” Source

Muscle testing is used in many different ways and in many different types of practices. It’s not applied or viewed the same across the board. Chiropractors, nutritionists, psychics, mediums, therapists, and other types of alternative healers incorporate muscle testing into their practice in various ways. For some, it is their main avenue of finding “solutions.” And for others, it is simply an addition to the work they do. Some use muscle testing to find trapped emotions, “healing” from past traumas, “healing” from generational patterns or events, what supplements or herbs someone should take, what health protocol someone should go one, what muscle needs to be activated, what food should be avoiding or eating, and this list could continue on.

There are many ways in which muscle testing can be performed. You can do the sway test, use a pendulum, isolate a specific muscle (like the deltoid) when muscle testing someone else, you could use your fingers, elbow, or the ring test, just to name a few ways in which muscle testing is often performed for the practitioner themselves or for others.* Practitioners and self taught muscle testers, will also sometimes muscle test an individual that isn’t even present with them, as in they aren’t in the same room as them, for they are at home, or are even in another state or country! 😦

Regardless of which method someone may choose to muscle test, the concept is the same, as you are asking the client’s body or “asking their subconscious” yes or no, or true or false questions. Those questions could be related to the past, present, or future. For the sway test, if you sway forward while standing after asking a question, it means yes, or true. And if you sway backward the answer is no, or false. The same concept applies for isolating a certain muscle, if the muscle “locks” or is “strong” after asking the questions, it’s a yes or a true, but if the muscle “unlocks” or doesn’t “lock,” or is “weak” the answer is a no or false. This same concept applies for all the ways in which muscle testing can be performed. These are all different forms of muscle testing.

This is very similar to the modern Ouija Board “game” of today. The same concept applies, questions are asked to this board and the players hands are literally moved to the answer. That answer could be yes, no, hello, goodbye or the answer could be spelt out with the alphabet or numbers provided on the board. Thanks to a few popular scary movies many fear playing with the Ouija board, as one should! For it is now well known that when using the Ouija board, you are indeed communicating with demons (fallen angels) and giving an open door to let Satan and his demons.

There are a lot of opinions and debates when it comes such techniques like muscle testing, as to whether it is legitimate or a placebo, but no matter the various views and opinions, the amount of practitioners that use it, or the “seemingly” great results that are produced, but what does the Bible say about it? How do many receive “healing” through muscle testing? How do we know where these answers come from?

As we read above earlier, muscle testing is said to be used to access the subconscious mind (which is defined as: existing in the mind but not immediately available to consciousness and the totality of mental processes of which the individual is not aware. Source & Source) It is believed by teachers and users of muscle testing that if we can access the subconscious mind, then we can have access to understand absolutely everything that an individual’s body needs to bring them the best healing and restoration of mind and soul.

Yes, we do have a conscious, subconscious and unconscious part of our mind but even if many are taught to believe that the answers are coming from the subconscious mind, how do we know that this is true? Who created the mind?

When the Bible is our standard of truth, there can only be two options as to our source of who is giving us the answers, God or Satan. There are no other options. Just as there are only two options as to the source of where the ideas and thoughts that come to mind throughout any given day are from.

Over the years, as I grew more familiar with “energetic medicine/healing” and learned to muscle test, it seemed my “intuition” and my ability to “pick up” on certain things that others needed was with more clarity and ease. Before seeing a practitioner that used muscle testing for treatment, I often already “had a feeling” or “intuitively” knew what He would suggest for me to take. One time, I couldn’t find something in my room so I muscle tested where it was and the answers I received guided me right to where it was. Though this did freak me out a bit, at the same time it only justified (at that time) in my mind that muscle testing must be an amazing tool.

Sadly enough, now looking back this “intuition” was only growing, the deeper I got into the new age, and as Satan in his cunningness would have it..such “ability” and “intuition” that many develop doing such work isn’t from God nor is it a gift from God as many believe, but rather it’s the work of Satan; a work that directly mocks the true work of the Holy Spirit.

Muscle testing, acupuncture and many other “alternative and natural” methods of healing fall into the new age and occult category. They may have different names or they may slightly vary in how they are practiced or applied, but they are all demonic in nature. They all uplift and idolize the creature over the Creator (Romans 1:25), the ability or power of the body and mind to heal itself (rather than uplifting and acknowledging the One who has made our bodies with the ability to heal), the ability of the practitioner doing the work, a false sense of control and power, and other unBiblical ideas. 😦

So what does the Bible say?

It is Jesus Christ that created all things, we see in Colossians 1:16 &17, “For by Him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by Him, and for Him. (17) And He is before all things, and by Him all things consist.”

He made the moon, sun, and stars, the trees, flowers, bumblebees, and all things, including us! We have been fearfully and wonderfully knitted together in our mother’s womb and made us in His image, the image of God. Genesis 1:27, “So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.”

He also has created the worlds, and the universe; for He holds the worlds in His hands! Praise the Lord! If He holds the worlds in His hands, of course it an easy task for God to also heal and knows all things! “But there is a God in heaven that revealeth secrets…” (Daniel 2:28)

Isaiah 40:12, “Who hath measured the waters in the hollow of His hand, and meted out heaven with the span, and comprehended the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighted the mountains in scales, and the hills in a balance?”

Daniel 2:22, “He revealeth the deep and secret things: He knoweth what is in the darkness, and the light dwelleth in Him.”

No matter the feelings or “results” produced after receiving a certain type of modality or therapy, we must not let that determine if it is something that we should participate in, and that God is okay with. It should be a warning if we say or think such statements as, “I don’t know what this doctor does, it’s like voodoo, but it works!” Or “I don’t know how he/she (the practitioner) comes up with such answers”, etc..

If we let our feelings, certain “signs”, our own experiences or the experiences of others determine the right path, we will be quickly led astray. Even if someone says they are a Christian and says that they love the Lord, we are to test everything against the Word of God. Or even if a dear trusted friend or anyone tells us about this seemly amazing healing they experienced or heard about, we must still test it against the Word of God. 1 John 4:1, “Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world.” We must test every thought and every idea against and with the Word of God.

If muscle testing is demonic, how is it that many seem to receive healing using it?

It’s important to understand that Satan can produce “miracles”, “results”, “good energy”, and signs as he is allowed. He can also cause pain and bring about physical symptoms; He will ultimately use anything he can if there is the possibility for it keeping someone or taking someone away from true faith and healing that can be found in Jesus Christ, but how does he do it?

One example: Someone could believe they have received this miraculous healing from a technique that is demonic or from a false healer, when in reality because Satan was the one that initially caused the pain or symptom in the first place, all he had to do was take it away at the time needed to make that treatment seem beneficial or a supernatural miracle that must be from God!

We read in Job, that it was Satan that killed Job’s children, caused him great distress and calamity in his life; which included giving him painful boils. Job 2:7, “So went Satan forth from the presence of the Lord, and smote Job with sore boils from the sole of his foot unto his crown.”

We also see in Exodus that Pharaoh’s wise men, magicians and sorcerers under the power of Satan and his demons were able to replicate many of the plagues with which God plagued Egypt through Moses, but only to a certain point as God allowed, but they weren’t able to protect themselves from experiencing the plagues. Exodus 7:10-12, “And Moses and Aaron went in unto Pharaoh, and they did so as the LORD had commanded: and Aaron cast down his rod before Pharaoh, and before his servants, and it became a serpant. (11) Then Pharaoh also called the wise men and the sorcerers: now the magicians of Egypt, they also did in like manner with their enchantments. (12) For they cast down every man his rod, and they became serpents: but Aaron’s rod swallowed up their rods.” And even the magicians and sorcerers recognized this was God’s doing, Exodus 8:18 &19, “And the magicians did so with their enchantments to bring forth lice, but they could not: so there were lice upon man, and upon beast. (19) Then the magicians said unto Pharaoh, This is the finger of God: and Pharaoh’s heart was hardened, and he hearkened not unto them; as the LORD had said.” & Exodus 9:11, “And the magicians could not stand before Moses because of the boils; for the boil was upon the magicians, and upon all the Egyptians.”

It’s important to know that there are also practitioners or “healers” (like Benny Hinn or Bill Johnson for example) that are excellent manipulators that have perfected through the influence of Satan the “art” of persuasion and hypnotism. Many precious souls experience what seems to be an amazing healing, to only find out that the next days or the following weeks they are far worse than they originally were and some even die. Due to putting strain on certain bones and muscles (for example) that they have never used or haven’t used in a long time due to their current serious health condition. 😦

Especially if someone believes that a certain technique will work or they have put their trust in a man and his “abilities” rather than the Lord’s, they will be that much easier to convince. I have personally experienced these “healings”. They often produced tears and good feelings. I shared in a previous post, how I experienced immediate results many times after receiving emotion code and when receiving other new age work, which I now realize were false healings.

After I came to see that the work I was involved in was demonic by the grace and healing power of Jesus Christ, the Lord healed my wheat sensitivity (if I had the tiniest amount of wheat before, I would get extremely sleepy almost immediately and go into what felt like a sleep coma for so many hours), healed many of my nut allergies, even taking away the fear I had associated to being around peanuts. Praise His Name!

One day after the Lord had healed me, I was eating some nuts and I started to get the beginnings of an itchy throat and the beginnings of an allergic reaction. I was tempted to doubt, but then the Spirit brought to my mind that this was an attack from the enemy. I went into prayer, asking the Lord if this was Satan messing with me and trying to get me to doubt. After I prayed, my symptoms immediately went away. Praise the Lord. I have had other experiences like this since walking with the Lord, but this one stuck out in my mind for me to share.

Instant gratification:

When muscle testing clients and myself, I always received an answer and I never had to wait for an answer. It was one of the reasons it was so satisfying and exhilarating; empowering! I got immediate feedback and instant gratification, no matter the question I asked. As long as I formed the question to have a yes or no answer, I got one. This is muscle testing. It was only the last weeks before (as far as I remember – could have happened other times that I can’t remember at this time) before my schedule went completely blank and I was done with emotion code, that I would have times that I wasn’t able to get clarity when muscle testing and I would tell my clients something along the lines that, “nothing was coming up” and not charge them for the appointment. I look back now and praise the Lord for not allowing me to receive “answers” from Satan during those times at the end.

The questions asked while using muscle testing could be regarding past, current, or future situations and was often used in what seemed to be innocent examples, like this; “Should Josie take Vitamin C? Yes. Should Josie take 500mg? No. 250mg? Yes. How many 250mg tablets should Josie take a day? 2? Yes. How many times a day? Once? No. Twice? Yes. And for how many days should Josie take these tablets for? 5? No. 10? No. 2 weeks? Yes.”

Sure, there weren’t any tarot cards present, no physical Ouija board, no glass globe or openly dressed or proclaimed witch to perform these predictions. Heartbreakingly though, this is still demonic. Satan in his cunning nature has made even the most innocent of techniques seem safe, when in reality these “innocent techniques” fall into the same category of work, which the Bible classifies as divination; an abomination to the Lord.

What is divination?

New Oxford American Dictionary defines it as the practice of seeking knowledge of the future or the unknown by supernatural means or unusual insight: intuitive perception.

And what does the word “occult” mean? According to 1828 Webster’s Dictionary is, the word “occult” is defined in the following way: Hidden from the eye or understanding; invisible; secret; unknown; undiscovered; undetected; as the occult qualities of matter.

And what the Bible say about divination?

Deuteronomy 18:9-12, “When thou art come into the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee, thou shalt not learn to do after the abominations of those nations. (10) There shall not be found among you any one that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch, (11) Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer. (12) For all that do these things are an abomination unto the LORD: and because of these abominations the LORD thy God doth drive them out from before thee.”

Leviticus 19:26, “Ye shall not eat any thing with the blood: neither shall ye use enchantment (divination), nor observe times.”

Ezekiel 21:21, “For the king of Babylon stood at the parting of the way, at the head of the two ways, to use divination: he made his arrows bright, he consulted with images, he looked in the liver.”

Revelation 21:27, “And there shall in no wise enter into it any thing that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb’s book of life.”

Even if we pray before doing this type of work, or believe that we are doing it in the right “intensions,” neither of these things can change how God views this type of work, (let alone any sin or “new age” work) or the consequences of our choices. Nor will the Lord answer such a prayer when we are in the midst performing such abominations. Proverbs 28:9, “He that turneth away his ear from hearing the law, even his prayer shall be abomination.”

It’s also important to understand that even within the new age, for example light magic vs dark magic, or evil energy vs good energy..one is made to seem like the better route, when the reality is that they are both equally of Satan. For we are not to mix good with evil or truth with error. We are to abstain from all appearance of evil, and we are to flee from the devil. 1 Corinthians 10:21, “Ye cannot drink the cup of the Lord, and the cup of devils: ye cannot be partakers of the Lord’s table, and of the table of devils.”

“And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the LORD be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word.” (1 Kings 18:21)

The timing in which we receive answers via muscle testing is another red flag!

If we in reverence and with humble repentant hearts bring our requests before God Almighty, in His perfect timing and according to His will, we will receive an answer. “And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask anything according to His will, He heareth us: (15) And if we know that He hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him.” (1 John 5:14&15)

“And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight.” (1 John 3:22)

When that answer comes and how that answers comes, isn’t up to us. We are to simply ask in faith believing that God will answer, and wait patiently for that answer. However it is that He answers us, we must be open to hear that answer (even if it’s different than what we would have ever thought), continue to seek Him in prayer, study His Word and patiently wait. (How does the Lord heal?) Psalm 27:14, “Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.”

“But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.” (Matthew 6:33)

He who has created us and given us breath, has also given us His precious and Holy Word to guide us in every decision we make. For 2 Timothy 3:16 shares that “All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness:”

If we desire true healing, we must go to the only One that can truly heal our hearts and our infirmities, He who tries the heart and knows the desires of it. (Hebrews 4:12, Romans 11:33) He knows how many hairs we have on our head. He knows everything that we have been through and everything that we need. He knows it all!!

And it is often when we find comfort and rest at the feet of Jesus for our often infirmities, that our physical health and spirit is revived. And through the Holy Scriptures and help of the Holy Spirit we are also given guidance of the right therapies, diet, and all the best ways in which we can improve our health by God’s grace. So we can take care of the bodies we have been given, our bodies that have been bought buy a precious price, and we can best glorify our Creator and Saviour.

“What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God’s.” (1 Corinthians 6:19-20)

Back to the Garden of Eden:

When looking to the beginning of Genesis, we see God gave Adam and Eve specific instructions to not eat or even touch the fruit of the tree in the midst of the garden. After this, we see Satan tempted Eve to eat of that forbidden fruit. Genesis 3:1-6, “Now the serpent was more subtil than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden? (2) And the woman said unto the serpent, We may eat of the fruit of the trees of the garden: (3) But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die. (4) And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die: (5) For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil. (6) And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her; and he did eat.”

Satan and his demons have from the beginning of creation been attempting to deceive many into believing his lies for he hates God and knows that the timeline of his life is very short and soon to be over. And he wants to keep as many people as possibly from having eternal life through Jesus Christ because he can’t have it. For we see in John 8:44, “Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.”

It was in the Garden of Eden, that satan tempted Eve to doubt the authority of God’s Word. Satan tempted Eve to desire knowledge that wasn’t for her to know or understand, “…your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.” It was this “secret” and “hidden” knowledge that was not to be understood by man that Satan used to convince Eve that there must be something better than what God had deemed to be the best. The wisdom and protection of God’s instruction wasn’t reverenced and viewed as authority over Eve’s feelings. For Eve, “…saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise,..” Adam and Eve walked with God in perfection, before she sinned but as God allows us to be tested and tempted, He allowed Adam and Even to be tempted and tested as well. 1 John 2:15-16, “Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. (16) For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.”

Adam and Eve had everything that they could ever desire. They had an abundant supply and access to all the other fruit trees in the garden, except this one.

Just as Eve fell to this temptation and to the many lies that Satan threw her way, Satan often tempts us to take our focus away from God and instead of going to Him in prayer and earnest study of His Word for guidance, we listen to the many suggestions that Satan speaks into our ears, the thoughts that appeal to our fleshly wants and desires, that “quicker”, “easier”, or that “more popular” route; even at the expense of spending all or a significant amount of the money the Lord has blessed us to have on new age practices, and other items that God doesn’t approve. (As I did; praise the Lord for His forgiveness and mercy towards us). He (Satan) tempts us to seek out the simple and easy avenue rather than turning to God in humility, and seeking for help and wisdom as Solomon did in 1 Kings 3:7 &9, “And now, O LORD my God, thou hast made thy servant king instead of David my father: and I am but a little child: I know not how to go out or come in. (9) Give therefore thy servant an understanding heart to judge thy people, that I may discern between good and bad: for who is able to judge this thy so great a people?”

Psalm 46:1, “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.”

We often grow discontent and unthankful. Instead of opening our hearts to our Heavenly Father who longs for us to turn to Him, and we turn to the wisdom of this world. (Please read, “The Privilege of Prayer”) We often even start to idolize and uplift our own wisdom, our own abilities, the practitioner, and other modalities to figure out the answers, and are quick to run to these modalities and people for the answers rather then the Lord. 😦 (Just as I did)

It’s important to understand that when receiving muscle testing by itself, or when it’s used in a new age modality, you are also putting yourself at the will of the practitioner and trusting in whatever answers the practitioner gives.

“There is, however, a form of mind cure that is one of the most effective agencies for evil. Through this so-called- science, one mind is brought under the control of another so that the individuality of the weaker is merged in that of the stronger mind. One person acts out the will of another. Thus it is claimed that the tenor of the thoughts may be changed, that health-giving impulses may be imparted, and patients may be enabled to resist and overcome disease.

This method of cure has been employed by person who were ignorant of its real nature and tendency, and who believed it to be a means of benefit to the sick. But the so-called science is based upon false principles. It is foreign to the nature and spirit of Christ. It does not lead to Him who is life and salvation. The one who attracts minds to himself leads them to separate from the true Source of their strength.

It is not God’s purpose that any human being should yield his mind and will to the control of another, becoming a passive instrument in his hands. No one is to merge his individuality in that of another. He is not to look to any human being as the source of healing. His dependence must be in God…

…He (satan) seeks to encourage dependence upon men. When minds are turned away from God, the tempter can bring them under his rule. He can control humanity.”

– Concerned Christian

“It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man.” (Psalms 118:8)

“Thus saith the LORD; Cursed be the man that trusteth in man, and maketh flesh his arm, and whose heart departeth from the LORD. For he shall be like the heath in the desert, and shall not see when good cometh; but shall inhabit the parched places in the wilderness, in a salt land and not inhabited. Blessed is the man that trusteth in the LORD, and whose hope the LORD is.” (Jeremiah 17:5-7)

Now where are these many answers coming from!?

Satan, and his demons communicating to one and another, and then telling you (the practitioner or muscle tester). For they have been alive for over 6,000 years. They have seen all that each of us have been through, including our past loved one’s lives. How can you as a client or patient or practitioner have confidence that the answers given through muscle testing should be trusted!? You can’t, and you shouldn’t.

The ability to receive “hidden knowledge” or receive any sort of “healing” through occult and new age healing methods like muscle testing to find answers is the same lie that Satan used to tempt Eve! It’s just masked in different deceptive and appealing to the eye wrapping paper. Muscle testing promises access to hidden answers, and secret knowledge that can bring healing, and answers to many questions past, present, and future pertaining to an individual’s or their families health and life. (Which includes loved ones that have passed).

Many may be using muscle testing or seeing someone who does muscle testing without realizing its unBiblical roots. They may truly believe that it is an amazing technique, just as I thought. I plead and pray with you and for you, if you are currently receiving muscle testing or you yourself muscle test..In His merciful kindness, the Lord is always willing to forgive everyone who honestly and sincerely seeks for that forgiveness, for doing those things that go against His Word.

And if you aren’t seeing the deceptive nature of this type of work, with humble hearts please pray to God for eyes to see and an heart that desires to turn away from all that the Lord deems unholy! He is jealous over you with a Godly jealousy because He knows that He and His ways are the very best for you.

I too was involved in all of these demonic practices, and even did muscle testing on my clients, family members, and friends in person and distantly..God is His abundant mercy has forgiven me and since turning away from such practices and other known sin, I have found true peace and healing in Jesus! No new age practice or muscle testing can ever truly heal, nor satisfy the longing and desires of your heart. Give Jesus an opportunity! He is worth it!

I encourage you to pray and earnestly seek God in His precious Word. He is faithful to give the answers we seek, if we search for His will in everything with honesty and integrity.

“And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.” Romans 12:2

“And unto man he said, Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom; and to depart from evil is understanding.” (Job 28:28)

1 Peter 5:8, “Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:”

John 10:10-11, “The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep.”

“Then opened he their understanding, that they might understand the scriptures,” (Luke 24:45)

Please don’t hesitate to reach out if you have any questions, whatever they may be!

“There is a way that seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death.” Proverbs 16:25

I pray this blesses you. May the Lord, Jesus Christ bless you. 🙂
Testimony Part 1 – Coming out of Emotion Code & the new age

March 23rd, 2022

God in His loving kindness and mercy often uses many afflictions and trials to draw us to Him. He knows what is best for us and what trials it will take for us to possibly accept His loving call. Those trials will either humble us and soften our hearts to His love, or harden our hearts out of our own choice to rebel and walk away from Him.

God sees and knows each and every one of our hearts better than we know it ourselves, for He created it. Isaiah 44:24, “Thus saith the LORD, thy redeemer, and he that formed thee from the womb, I am the LORD that maketh all things; that stretcheth forth the heavens alone; that spreadeth abroad the earth by myself;”

God sees all that we have been through, the highs and the lows, nothing is hidden from Him. For even the “secret” things are not hidden from God.

God has chosen what period of earth’s history and what family we should be born into and in what part of the world that should happen. The choices He has made and is continuing to make are only for our good and for our salvations sake, the salvation of others, and for His glory’s sake.

With all of this said, I think back on the life that God has so graciously blessed me to have. The family I was born into, my parents teaching me about Jesus and praying with us at a young age and the church I was born and raised in; for this foundation set me up to learn the truth. I also thank the Lord for the trials the Lord allowed and used in my life to draw me to Him.

It grieves my heart to think, that if it wasn’t for the many trials, I may have never wanted to know my Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. I thank God for my family and the many people that He has brought in and out of my life over the years.

I had a blessed childhood and a lot of wholesome fun, and many wonderful memories. I was sheltered and protected from many evil influences throughout my childhood, because of God’s mercy and the loving parents He gave me. I was blessed to learn many lessons early on and many of those lessons came because my sweet momma struggled with her health keeping her bed bound a majority of the time.

It was the many health trials, surgeries, and hospital stays over the years that weighed heavy on my heart along with the other trials that came with it. I love my mom and as a kid I didn’t know how to handle seeing her struggle nor did I know how to speak about it. I knew that God never gives us more than we could handle, and I knew He was there with us. But I shoved down most of what I felt and I put my focus and energy into basketball and sports. I put a lot of pressure on my own shoulders and being the oldest kid, I wanted to be strong for my brothers and dad. My dad’s load was heavy, and he was doing so much for us. I wanted to be positive and hold myself together, be strong for others.

After high school, I soon came to the realization that basketball was more than a sport to me. It was one of the ways I coped with the stresses of life. I am so thankful for the many lessons that I learned through it and the many relationships built but I didn’t want to let it go. It took me a long time to transition out of how to live life without it.

As I was learning what life was without sports and high school; I was meeting new people, making new friends, having a ton of fun and trying to figure out this new stage of life. I took a few college classes at our local community college, started nutritional therapy schooling, and even dated for a little bit. I moved out for the first time, I started my own business, I went to Massage Therapy School, had and made many great memories. Life was busy and I was having fun. I was working and taking things one day at a time, trying to figure it all out.

It was also during these times that new age healing was creeping more and more into my life, as well as my families. Growing up I had gone to a few different ladies that did bio resonance testing and other methods where it was by muscle testing and certain frequencies that certain supplements, homeopathic remedies, and recommendations were made and given. I had received acupuncture before and when needed went to an alternative doctor that used muscle testing as his main source for finding answers to health issues. So I was very open and comfortable with “alternative” medicine.

I don’t remember the exact timeline, but while getting into emotion code (and body code), which I will talk about later on, I also started to receive other new age work and help a practitioner with a new age technique as well.

It was also during all of this fun, busyness, and new learning that my health started to decline more and more, physically and mentally. I also decided to go to massage school to better equip myself with anatomy for this technique and to also help with my nutrition business. I also continued to have many big waves of sadness and depression, and physically I was tired all the time.

Through the trials; I was trying to figure out why I felt the way I did. Why I struggled with properly communicating things that were hard in life and the things I was struggling with.

I had so much to be thankful for, so I didn’t understand why I was so often feeling the way I was, not just physically but mentally. I was really blessed and I knew how blessed I was to have the life I did, but there was a lot of hurt and sadness that I didn’t know how to deal with. This included shame and guilt from many past mistakes that I had made. There was something I was longing for that I couldn’t quite pin point or understand.

After moving out for the first time (which was during the same time that I was going to massage school) I ended up moving home shortly after because I had a bad spurt mentally and spiritually. I spent almost all of the month of December in my parents basement sleeping and binge watching tv shows, and as typical no one knew but my family. I would just miss out on fun and hanging out with my friends for a few weeks and then get back to life never sharing with anyone why I wasn’t around for a little bit. It was a continual cycle. On the outside I was bubbly and super positive, (which was very genuine in many ways) but I was also struggling and didn’t want that to show.

Going back just a bit, before these new age techniques were introduced into my life, the personal health issues I had and the health issues my mom and family struggled with over the years was a huge reason I had so much interest in learning about holistic health and nutrition; I had a passion for it. I also had a very big opposition to Big Pharma and their push to hand out drugs to cover up symptoms, rather than treat the root cause. I saw the many blessings of modern healthcare, but also the corruption and it bothered me.

I had always had a love for holistic health and nutrition, and after graduating as Nutritional Therapy Practitioner, I wanted to use the bits of holistic health knowledge I had learned growing up and in nutritional therapy school to benefit others and my own health. I had started my own business and I was very passionate and excited to share these truths of nutritional wisdom with anyone that would let me talk about it! I wanted people to experience the wonderful changes that could come by simply changing their diet and lifestyle! And I still do to this day 😉

As I started to see more and more clients, there were certain patterns that I was starting to notice. During many of my sessions most of our conversation was spent speaking about those really tough things they had been through and were going through. The common source of their struggles with food and health stemmed from these many trials in their life. Or the struggles that kept them from being able to stick to making continuous healthy choices in their life were often because of many underlying reasons.

This really made me sad and made me think. I knew that I didn’t have the answers that they needed, and that bothered me. I knew I could do my best to help and encourage them in certain aspects of their life when it came to health and lifestyle, and I could provide a listening ear, but I knew at that time there was no training I had received or research I could do that could help them with the emotional, mental, spiritual struggles and pains that they were going through. And it happened to be, that the same answers they needed and were looking for, were the ones I was searching for myself. I saw the many struggles in life, the passed down sinful patterns through generations in families, I saw the things my family and friends had been through and I wanted to help. I wanted desperately to help them heal and I didn’t know how.

My personal mental, emotional, and physical health struggles and questions led me to research more online, look to self help books and articles, learn more into nutrition, and to also see many different practitioners and body workers (many who at the time I didn’t realize were new age and incorporated new age techniques like muscle testing, chakra balancing, etc.) I took and tried hundreds of different supplements and tried many different strict “health regiments.” Some things would seem to help for a little bit, but then something else seemed to get worse or “come up.” I always seemed to be “detoxing” or “peeling back another layer” that was supposedly getting me one step closer to the source or root of what was causing it all. It was a constant and continual never-ending and unsatisfying cycle. I was so desperate for answers! And I was willing to spend as much money as my budget allowed. It consumed the majority of my thoughts and time. I wanted answers and I didn’t know how to get them.

After seeing endless practitioners and taking hundreds of supplements, I ended up getting involved with something specifically called “Emotion Code” and “Body Code.” Somebody I love brought it to my attention that there was a lady in Washington State doing this specific work “distantly” (meaning she would work on me while I was in Michigan, even though she was in Washington. I didn’t have to be on the phone with her or anything, she would test – muscle test – what “came up” after she was done. We will talk further about this later). This technique promised positive outcomes like physical healing, increased financial prosperity, mental and emotional healing in a very simply, easy and affordable way. Whatever someone was looking for, emotion code and body code seemed to be the “solution.” After seeing the many testimonies and doing some research into it myself, I started having it done on myself regularly and when something was going on physically or mentally I would instantly get this work done.

I distinctly remember one time when I had bumped into someone from my past; that next day I started having major stomach pain and diarrhea. I instantly went and got emotion code done, and what “came up” were emotions related to this person and to the time period in which this person was a big part of my life. After received emotion code, it got better immediately and my stomach issues went almost completely away not too long after; I thought it was absolutely amazing.

I started learning to do it myself, started practicing muscle testing and mainly worked on myself, but then started to also work on family and friends and during this time, and it took off from there. I was sold. I read the emotion code book, got certified in this training and transitioned my nutritional business to be mainly focused on the “emotional/spiritual” side of things using this technique because I thought I now had the “answers” my clients had been needing.

You’re probably thinking to yourself, what is “Emotion Code” or “Body Code”? Not all of these “emotional healings” or “energy healings” go by this specific name, but it was the name of training I received. Both of these are explained as the process of finding and releasing “trapped” emotions in your body by using muscle testing (applied kinesiology) and a magnet to release these emotions through “Jesus Christ” or a “higher power” if you didn’t believe in Jesus. This could be done whether the person was there in the same room or across the country, under “the science” of Quantum Physics. We were taught to believe that emotions could be from past emotional traumas, generational traumas, or really from any specific incident in a person’s life that could have caused their body to “hold on” or “trap” an emotion. And those emotions and traumas could get trapped anywhere in the body and be the reason for many reoccurring bad habits (sins – though it wasn’t referred to as sin), any number of health issues, food allergies, emotional and physical pains, generational curses, etc. And it was taught that through muscle testing, I (or anyone that received the proper training or saw an emotion code practitioner) could access the subconscious mind to get these hidden answers. This “healing” was so inviting and enticing because you not only could get to the root cause of something right away, but you could also receive healing instantly! I was ALL over that. And all you needed was a magnet and the ability to muscle test. I thought that I had finally found the answers that all my clients and so many hurting people, most especially my loved ones were needing and looking for. I was so excited and exhilarated.

Once I started doing emotion code on my clients, my schedule filled up quick. Surely justifying and giving me (what I thought was a great thing at the time) a “sign” that this was the right direction to go. Especially, when the people that showed the most interest were those that said they were Christians.

I do remember doubting if this technique was legitimate at many points and had many situations where God was trying to warn me. And praise God, He used those same situations to later remind me and help me to get out of this scary path I was on, yet I was enticed and lured in. I would often go to my family with concerns, and God used them and spoke through them many times to caution me.

As more trials happened in my life, my dependence on wanting to be healed through alternative and new age methods grew, and the process got harder and more confusing. I was determined that I could get my food allergies and many emotional issues healed through these methods. I couldn’t distinguish where God’s hand was. My earthly flesh and carnal mind could see all of those things about my life that I wanted to change and CHANGE NOW, and had hope that things could be different. In my inability to control the people and hard situations in life, I tried to gain control through trying to take means into my own hands. Romans 8:6-8, “For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject in the law of God, neither indeed can be. So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God.”

As I was continuing to use emotion code and see other doctors and practitioners that were involved in very similar methods, the more physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual symptoms seemed to creep in. I had never felt so empowered at first, but that faded quickly and turned into feeling more alone than I had ever felt before. I was becoming more fearful in life and was beyond anxious at all times, I started to have terrible nightmares and depressed thoughts became more frequent and whenever it seemed to especially creep up, it was with more intensity every time. Many times while driving I considered the idea of turning my car into a tree, or into the oncoming lane of traffic. I knew something wasn’t right with how mentally terrible I felt. I was at a place that I never ever wanted to go back to. I was completely lost.

It became so hard for me to even think straight; I was completely and utterly confused. I went from having this amazing “intuitive” ability to not being able to make the simplest of decisions. 1 Corinthians 14:33 – “For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace…” I remember feeling like my mind was constantly buzzing and my eyes felt like they were bugged out. It felt like I was on some sort of drug and that I couldn’t get my mind to settle down or relax. All of this was so scary. I did not like feeling the way I did; it was horrible.

I truly thought throughout the whole process (with a lingering shame and conviction of the Holy Spirit), in my ignorance thought I was doing this work truly through the power of Jesus Christ. I always prayed before doing any work, but the god that the inventor of emotion code followed and the god I was doing this work through was not the same as the one I follow today. This was not the true Jesus Christ, this was a different “Jesus.” 2 Corinthians 11:4, “For if he that cometh preacheth another Jesus, whom we have not preached, or if ye receive another spirit, which ye have not received, or another gospel, which ye have not accepted, ye might well bear with him.”

Without a knowledge of God’s Word, and an ignorance to Satan’s devices, Dr. Bradley Nelson (creator and founder of Emotion Code and Body Code) made this technique so enticing. For he seemed to be saying and giving many of the answers to everything I was hoping for, healing of the heart. Dr. Nelson testified of many receiving healing, I witnessed him over video successfully muscle testing and many openly speaking about the healing they instantly felt, etc. And after I started doing this work on myself and others, I too many times felt and witnessed, “healing” happened. There were very good feelings that were produced, many tears were often shed and many answers that were revealed to me that clients had never told anyone before..it all seemed truly amazing, but these “healings” were not produced through Jesus Christ, and these answers were not revealed by God Almighty, but rather through satan and his demons. See “Are all miracles and supernatural occurrences from God of the Bible?” “Can Satan perform miracles?”

This work was a form of demonic healing, covered up by false light.

This is proof of how the devil can be so smooth and deceitful even using God’s name in ways He wouldn’t actually approve. 2 Corinthians 11:14, “And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.” I was trying to fit this “Godly” form of healing into the Bible but later found out I never could. I came to learn that demons communicate with each other and can give accurate answers especially when someone is open to be influenced and easy to believe their cunning ways. For they know the patterns of mankind better than we know them, for they have been alive before Adam and Eve were alive. And therefore they also know the patterns, traumas, and personalities of our past loved ones as well. So it’s very easy for them to give answers and produce “healings” that appear miraculous to us, right at a time when we are not only searching for answers in any new age work.

Through the trials I had been dealt in life and the many questions I had, instead of fully surrendering to God and looking to His Holy Scriptures, I looked to self-improvement and healing through the flesh. I wanted to control and change the situation, circumstance, and my feelings instantly. I thought I could fix and heal old memories, traumas, hard trials, and passed down generational issues through emotion code and seeing other doctors and practitioners. I thought they would be the answer to all of my struggles and hard times. Oh, was I ever wrong, and praise God for that!

I knew that I couldn’t control outcomes and that I didn’t have all the answers, and that it was simply up to God. But at the same time, my actions and thoughts clearly showed that simply trusting in God and in His beautiful and divine timing just wasn’t good enough for me. I wanted to see and believe that God was answering my “prayers” by introducing these exciting ways of “healing” to help me. The enemy convinced me that my issues seemed too big for God to heal. The more I ignored that conviction and heeding of the Holy Spirit, the harder it was to make even the simplest of decisions, many decisions were made by my feelings and using muscle testing. I started to incorporate muscle testing into every facet of my life. It got so bad that for a little bit even when I would get to a stoplight or a stop sign, I would sometimes muscle test if I should go to the left or to the right. I know, scary!

It grieves me thinking back to how much positive (to me at the time) influence there was from people, majority being proclaimed Christians, social media, and books around me that made it seem like this was a path that was totally okay, and one that I should be proud of. Sure, there was hesitancy from some, and there were even many times I would experience shame when trying to explain what I did to someone, but overall I had a lot of support and I was often affirmed by others that the path I was taking was to be praised and encouraged. Without understanding what God laid out in the beautiful book of life, the Bible, the world made it appear like I had it figured out and in my ignorance I often wondered how could so many not get it or not want to understand and utilize such an amazing tool! I even thought that maybe this is what God had planned for me to do with my life, to educate and teach people how to understand the benefits and aspects of this type of work and healing.

(And praise be to God, for what Satan meant to do me and others harm, God is using for His good and glory! Through my own personal experience, I get to share and lovingly warn others about the demonic nature of this type of work, and Satan’s cunning and deceitful devises.)

I had never opened my dust covered Bible to see what God said about this type of teaching, nor had I barely opened it to see what God said at all. By the grace of God and the Holy Spirit convicting and guiding, and having parents that I could express my doubts and concerns to, the decision was made that a large part of my current hardships MUST be because of the work I was doing.

By God’s grace, almost overnight it came to a point that my schedule was no longer full. Actually, it became dead. My dad helped me get rid of these books, I stopped seeing clients, and soon left town.

After I stopped doing Emotion Code, I was still battling many things, still had many questions, but at least I did know that I needed to be done with emotion code. I soon came to the decision that going to live in the state of Minnesota for the summer would be best. Many of my friends were moving on in their lives and many were getting married. And many kids my age from my church and family were in Minnesota, so the opportunity came and I snatched it up.

I got a job that I loved and it was the first time I didn’t live by my immediate family. I ended up staying in Minnesota for longer than the summer, and really had a good time. In all of my continued fun and busyness, I was still distracting myself and selfishly running away from many things I didn’t want to face. Even though I went to MN to get away, it was one of the best things that could have happened. I went to MN in hopes of meeting someone, get married and live happily ever after. After not finding the answers in new age, I turned all the more to the hope that God would bring a man into my life. I am so thankful that it didn’t work out that way. God had better plans.

While this was all happening, my younger brother was coming to the saving knowledge and power of Jesus Christ. Every time I would visit home, I got to spend time with him. I could see the extreme changes that were happening in his character, actions and demeanor. We got to have a lot of good conversations. I saw who he was before, and now saw this new and changed person. I wanted to have what he had found. He had true peace. He was so different, good different and I wanted what he had. He had Jesus Christ.

I lived a life free from drinking, smoking, and went to church every Sunday. On the outside I looked like that “good church girl.” I truly was trying as best as I knew how to be a good Christian and person (that’s exactly it, I was trying on my own strength to be and do good*) but inside I was morally wasting away and burdened of my sins. I watched terrible wicked movies, listened to bad music, fell into swearing for time, had lustful thoughts and desires, read fictional romance novels and other fictional books, was very selfish, held a lot of un-forgiveness and was very proud. I was addicted to certain forms of healing, I idolized marriage, health, what people perceived of me and the list goes on. I would grieve my sin, but never actually repented and turned away from those known sins.

After a weekend trip to the Upper Peninsula, with one of my roommates, just outside of my hometown a car lost control on black ice and hit us. My roommates car was totaled, we both blacked out quick, I believe, but by the grace and mercy of God everyone was okay.

Once the adrenaline and shock wore off, I was sore, bruised, and fell asleep sitting upright, and five days later I had a panic attack. I thought I was going to die. I was super thankful things weren’t worse. Everyone walked away and no one even needed to go to the ER. Thank you Lord. I spent the next 2 weeks in my parents basement, mostly sleeping and recovering. The Lord was already working in my heart, but it was this accident and time of recovering that He really used to draw me closer. He was opening my eyes and ears spiritually already, but as with any big or traumatic event they often cause us to more urgently ponder those important questions. And now I had the time between recovery at home and life away in Minnesota to do just that. I was always on the move, constantly going it seemed and this forced me to be still.

It scared me to realize that it could have been my time to die and I knew I would not have been rising with Christ to go to Heaven when He returned. My life was not His. I knew why that accident had happened. I knew that I wasn’t heeding His call and listening to His many loving warnings, those many gentle and loving prodding’s of the Holy Spirit. The life that I was living was not acceptable in His eyes and things needed to change.

I was so tired of going through the motions of life, I was so tired of trying to figure out what was wrong with me and knew I was missing something. I filled everyday with fun, sports, game nights and movie nights with friends, family (which isn’t bad and is rather a blessing), and late night heart to heart conversations. But no matter what I did, I would often go home after every time feeling so empty. I was so tired of trying to fill that void with things that never were going to truly satisfy or answer the longing of my heart. I longed to be loved. And longed to feel whole.

It took a car accident to further clarify that the path I was on was leading to destruction, but I thank God for it and not letting me go to the grave then. (See “What happens when we die?“) The path that I was on, was in no way going to lead me to eternal life with Him forever. Thank you, Lord for your mercy towards me.

I started writing down my thoughts, questions and prayers to God in a journal. I started truly reading the Bible for the first time. After taking a few weeks to recover physically at home, I went back to Minnesota and there, God, at an extremely fast pace, softened my heart. God brought me to my knees confessing and repenting of all my known sins, He was changing me and the Holy Spirit was helping me to see and understand all of the bitterness, hurt and un-forgiveness I was holding on to. For the first time, I understood God’s love for me. It was no longer simple head knowledge of what Christ had done for me, it had translated to the heart. For the first time, the love of Christ overwhelmed me. I understood how much He cared for me. For the first time, I was able to let go of the many years of kept in hurt, sorrow and pain. For anyone that knows me now, knows that I am quick to shed tears, but for many years I had shoved down so much, crying wasn’t as common for me. This time tears flowed like they never had flowed before.

Over those next few months, He took away my guilt and shame,and gave me a new heart with new desires…that biggest desire being to know God Himself. I wanted to know God, and His love for me through His Son Jesus Christ. And with that came a desire to obey, a desire to read His Word, a desire to let go of and repent of my sinful ways. 2 Corinthians 5:17, “Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”

Over those months following, as the Lord was teaching me so many new and wonderful truths, and helping me to truly know the love of Jesus towards me in dying for my sins, though I was so unworthy of such a loving act. He was also helping me to further learn about Satan’s deceptions, His ability to “heal” and perform “miracles.” It took many months for me to truly let go and accept that emotion code, along with other forms of therapy that I was receiving were unbiblical, against the Word of God, and actually demonic. I was so tightly wrapped into these things. They gave me “security” and “control” in areas of my life to take place of all the other things I couldn’t fix, control or do anything about, but God was helping me each day by His grace to heal and work through years of hurt that I thought new age would help me through, when it was only Jesus that could heal me and help me truly work through those many things that burdened me. Praise His Name!

And it’s no wonder that no true healing ever would happened through emotion code, for God would have never received the glory, and it would have only made me more dependent on new age, and I would have never continued my search for what I had been always looking for..forgiveness of my sins and peace with God.

Romans 5:1,Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:”

I am thankful for the memories and feelings that can come back so vividly, because it reminds me of how bad things were, how lost I was, and the true healing power of God. God not only has forgiven me for my sinful actions but He also has taken away the shame and guilt that came with all that I had done, not only in the demonic work I was involved in, but in how I poorly handled many situations in life. He has and is continuing to use it for good. With great confidence in what Jesus Christ has done for me, in shedding His innocent blood on Calvary for me, I can believe His beautiful promise of 1 John 1:9, “If we confess our sins, He is faithful to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” Until I sin again, I can trust that I have been forgiven for those known sins I have confessed and repented of. For they are lost in the sea of forgetfulness. They have been wiped cleaned from my record in heaven. And when I sin again, not only does it grieve me so immensely for the Spirit lives in me..because of the truthfulness of His Word, I know God will so graciously forgive me. He sees how prone we are to fall, how prone we are to take the wrong step here or there, yet He knows His honest children and sees we want nothing more than to serve Him properly. He sees we want to grow into the perfection and holiness He calls us to through His Son. And it is through our often missteps that He teaches us to evermore trust and depend on Him, and seek Him more fervently in study and prayer. What a compassionate Father and Saviour we have. Every time we come to Him in distress of heart when we have sinned against Him, He every time will pick us up and offer His loving hand to guide us quickly back into His loving arms full of mercy, goodness and truth.

“There are those who have known the pardoning love of Christ, and who really desire to be children of God, yet they realize that their character is imperfect, their life faulty, and they are ready to doubt whether their hearts have been renewed by the Holy Spirit. To such I would say, Do not draw back in despair. We shall often have to bow down and weep at the feet of Jesus because of our shortcomings and mistakes; but we are not to be discouraged. Even if we are overcome by the enemy, we are not cast off, not forsaken and rejected of God. No; Christ is at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. Said the beloved John, “ These things write I unto you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous.’” And do not forget the words of Christ, “ The Father himself loveth you.” He desires to restore you to himself, to see his own purity and holiness reflected in you. And if you will but yield yourself to him, he that hath begun a good work in you will carry it forward to the day of Jesus Christ. Pray more fervently; believe more fully. As we come to distrust our own power, let us trust the power of our Redeemer, and we shall praise him who is the health of our countenance.

The closer you come to Jesus, the more
faulty you will appear in your own eyes; for your vision will be clearer, and your imperfections will be seen in broad and distinct contrast to his perfect nature. This is evidence that Satan’s delusions have lost their power; that the vivifying influence of the Spirit of God is arousing you.

No deep-seated love for Jesus can dwell in the heart that does not realize its own sinful ness. The soul that is transformed by the grace of Christ will admire his divine character; but if we do not see our own moral deform ity, it is unmistakable evidence that we have not had a view of the beauty and excellence of Christ.

The less we see to esteem in ourselves, the more we shall see to esteem in the infinite pu rity and loveliness of our Saviour. A view of our sinfulness drives us to him who can par don; and when the soul, realizing its helpless ness reaches out after Christ, he will reveal himself in power. The more our sense of need drives us to him and to the word of God, the more exalted views we shall have of his char acter, and the more fully we shall reflect his image.”

I can now with deep thanks, give praise to my Lord, King and Saviour, Jesus Christ for what He did on that cross for me, and for the sins of the whole world. He not only paid the price that I owed but He defeated death itself, by rising from the grave. He graciously and lovingly helped me through those tough times, even when I didn’t know it. And continues to help me through the trials that this life can bring. Everything that was happening was for my good then and now. He was drawing me to His Son as He desires to draw each and everyone of us to Him and I didn’t even realize it. Praise His Name! (Please see “How did I give my life to Jesus?“)

The old me has died. Romans 7:9, “For I was alive without the law once: but when the commandment came, sin revived, and I died.” I have been born again by the grace and power of Jesus Christ. Praise His Mighty Name! It’s no longer I who lives, but Christ who lives in me. Galatians 2:20, “I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.”

Thank you for taking time to read. 🙂

God bless!

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